I'M ALRIGHT

i have a problem

lately i confess to this girl X. after i said that i like her, i feel everything change ( to me ) i been thinking what is going on ?!?

part of me wanted to keep woo-ing X but most of me just keep running away. come to think of it, X not the girl for me and i'm not the guy for X.

reason i could think of running away from r/s again cos i had been hurt so badly, and many many times it just dint turn out successfully,,,, my last r/s was end of secondary 3.... and maybe this is the reason why i woo-ed her too? i am just not sure.

X is a clueless, cheerful yet emotional most of the time de girl. i don wanna hurt her,,, i dunno how to end this thing, cos i started it >< arhhhhhhhhhh ( not even sure X reading my blog anot )

everytime i reach this step of woo-ing and confessed i'm struck at this point?

i just thinking X aint ready and i'm not too,,, then forget it ~

X could not forget her ex ( sound familiar anyone? >< ) and i think me too ,,,,
*don let the past be ur burden, let it be a good reason for u to move forward

maybe i will always be the president of my club***
WANNA JOIN MY CLUB? lollll ask sheng hui for the membership question ! lolll

and where is sheng hui? COVERED BEHIND MY BIG HEAD!

updates ----- i working againnnnnnnn~~~~~

in the STUPID swensen againnnnnnnnnnn arhhhhhhhhhhhh

first time get 5 bucks for tat ( good news~~~ )

wooooo ~~~~~

updated!

I WAS NOT HERE-

-what you were made , make what you are

well well well ,,, its still 9.47am and i'm blogging already ~~~

so ya i was waked by the sms of my result ,,, well 3As, 1B+ , 2B , 1c+
and i dunno my gpa yet but i counted its somewhere 3.35 ><

i noe i should not be nagging over here ,,, BUT IT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS seriouslyyyy

ESPECIALLY AFTER NOEING THE C+ MODULE is the module i like most and i spent most time studying ,,, well i just dunno wat went wrong ,,, and i realli realli realli TU LANNNNNNNNN about it ,,, i hope i can just ignore it and go back to slp for now ,,,,,,

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

well i think at least my promise to myself is keeping up- to improve bit by bit ,,, its like letting me smile and at the same time crying also ~~~ zzz this suckssssssss

COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ,,,, SAS RESULT FASTER COME OUT AND LET ME CFM ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ assholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

wooo haben been updating my blog lately ~~~ cos one word : LAZY !!!! lollll i hope there is someone waiting for me to post ! LOLLLL hopefully i hope there are at least one pls ~~~~~

lalala so ya ,,, very happy todae ,,, smiling to myself like dunno how many times ~~~~ cos she's back !

things are not said but i knew its happening ,,, i hope its not my daydreaming again .... but she's really back ! i very happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy exciteddddddd or wat so ever~~~~ lalala

hmm my bro went to china to work ,,, yups he out of army for quite long liao ~~~~ so ya he working now for a event of beauty contest ~~~~ so ya he is out of sg~~~~~ so he called after quite long , well i mean he called when he reach china at the start of the few days then dint call for quite long ,,, and called finally today ,, well seeing my parents asking me everyday about whether my bro did call back anot ,,, well my bro did ask me/my sister to pass the msg tat he is ok ~ but ya when he called , my mum and dad are just overwhelmed and happyyyyyyyyyyyyy ( happy in case i use the word wrongly LOL!!! ) tat my bro called la ,,, like webcam and talking is one of the modern technology that saves parents from being worried about their son/daughter ... hehe so ya

so i'm imagining wat will it be if i am a parent myself ,,, hahaha ~~~~ not saeing i wanan be one now ,,, but ya in the near future ~~~ wooooo

fews days ago went to eat dim sum with jessica , hui zhen , shi ya , pey wen .... ok if ppl hu read this , and wanna come i'm sorry i dint invite ~ LOL!!! but just raise ur hand if i ever asked ~~~~ lalala

hmmm i'm like backtracking wat i done (while u are gone) this week ,,, hmmm i went vivo intially to go interview for river island ,,, ya then it dint go well so ya went around and ask for interview ,,, hmmm none of them called me ~~~~

SO I'M STAYING HOME EVERYDAY ~~~~ DATE ME OUT SOMEONE!!!!! lollll

okok i forget wat happen in the middle of the week ,,, hmm only thing i rmb is i'm dota-ing forever and then going out someday to play bball ,,, hehehe lalalala~~~~~

todae went singing with da , janice ,,,, AND I DUNNO WAT THE GIRL NAME ( she is janice good fren ) LOL!!!! ok watever ,,,, welllllllllllll sneezing like helllllllll~~~ maybe someone missing me ? LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! cos i stopped already for now ~~~~~ lalalala orh long time no see janice liao ~~~ i think two word : NO CHANGE ~~~ lOLL!!!!! ok i think if da see this ,,, HE GOING TO LUFF LIKE MAD ,,, u fucker face lOL!

*i dint check my post ,,, so ya ppl help me if i gt structural mistaken ,,, helps me alot in my coming o'level english ~ ( also not the singlish ! )

LETS HAVE A BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm currently already saw jessica and cedric blog putting go see leonard blog for more pics of desaru ,,,

means waT? means they very busy ! mean wat? MEAN I VERY BORED! mean wat? I AM LIFELESS LOL!!! sian booooooooooo~~~~~~

went to repair my lappy anyway ,,, then the person help me clean my super dirty de cooling fan and then changed a new webcam and laptop cover for me ,,, all for FREE! cos under warranty ma ~~~ lollll

holiday life : dota at night , sometimes go bball , sometimes go out ~~~~ HAIX its soooooooooo boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ..... I NEED A GIRL! lollll woooo open registration anytime anywhere ~~~ lalala~~~~

OH ! something i forget to blog about for the desaru trip ,,, i sort of sleep walk ( FIRST TIME !) i must explain again ,, because i am super super super tired ~ after exam jiu work after work jiu study trip ~~~~

yup so its 5am in the morning and the few ppl remaining who dint slp and whom planned to watch sunrise finally decided to give up waiting for the sun rise and go to slp ( ok the person who decided this is ME~ LOL!!! ) then i rmb was slp-ing under the tv ~ ,,, so ya .... the only thing i rmb is tat i gt go to PEE! i rmb i gt make the flush cos it is spoilt ,,, after tat i don rmb anything ! LOL!!!! jessica sae i was walking around the room and then i went to slp with cedric in a single bed ,,, WITHOUT TAKING THE PILLOW! lolll i realli don rmb this part ,,, cos i noe when i wake up i am at ANOTHER BED LIAO~ ( not cedric de )

i realise it when cedric ask me why i went to squeese with him in a single bed !!! i was like shock ,,, NO WAY!!! i dint! LOL!!!! in the end everyone saw ~~~ zzzzzzz WTH!!!! lolllllll

tats allllll ,,,, lalalallalalalalalalala rabbit rox!

one of the most loving couple in the world is JACKFRUIT! cos the male seed will die for the female seed or something like tat de la~~~ very loving xia!

worked for it fairs for 4 days ,,, this time make more new frens and more ppl noe tat i am serious ( talk cocking ) arhhhh damm tired i tell this it fair realli is CHOOSE WRONG TIMING LOR!!!!

right after my exam is the IT fair liao ~~~ zzz i have my last paper structure ( BADLY DONE ) at 8pm !!! then i have work at 10am the next day ~~~ zzzz man !

so ya, working the 4 days was fun ,,, had the front booth and ya information from my supervisor ,,, yea we top-ed the booth for toshiba! WOO~~~~ but does not mean we gt extra pay ~~~ lalalala

so made new frens , they quite good la ,,, quite steady also fun and of cos NOT LAMER THAN ME! LOLLLLL omg who can win me!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea meanwhile also happy that she came to look for me !!! LALALALA ppl hu noe, noe. ppl who dunno wun noe ~ and ppl hu think he noe,, U DUNNO!

lalalala

after the stupid 4 days of work~ i gt study trip !!!! ate out at 888 at last day AS USUAL this time many ppl not steady de !!!! so ya ,, 4 ppl include lao zhao , andrew , wee keat and me! wooo~~~

ate till 2am then reach home ,,, around 245 slept ,,,, best part of the post is i need to wake at 5am! lolll so lalalala ~

went desaru for study trip ! ( more like holiday ) wooo~~~~

fun fun fun !!!!!

soooooo we wentttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt,,,,,,,

(WARNING : images heavy~)