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ytd ~ so first day of work at station was damm fun ... the feeling was back soon .. but my hand taking the tray was very weird ... cause i use left hand all the way de ... heavier then before le ... haix ... so i became weaker ~ night becum runner .... haix ... being look down de feelings i damm hate it ... i noe they dint look down on me on purpose ... but i just damm sad + tu lan la ... so 12 -1 was damm tiring to me too ... hab supper and headed home ...

todae early morning went ktv wit sihui andrew wilson and darren ... hab alot fun ... andrew was like eat wrong medicine lol ... super cute can! lol ... so went fish & co after tat ... and then headed to tzy farewell party ... when reached there felt weird can ! zzz look like gathering the whole while ... so i cried 4 times ... the first time was at seoul garden toilet ... cannot tahan ... i noe zi yond also very ren his tears ... his last day at sg and i got not much to talk to him ... haix ... second time was when in cwp toilet ... he was beside me when i cry .. i dint noe if he saw anot la ... but i think he dint ... nvm ... i realli cannot tahan .. cause he will not be back until 20+ haix ... so after toilet he went to buy things for kelly ... damm sweet la ... mickey mouse balloon ... although he and i was smiling all the way .. but we noe in ourself we are both very sad ... went to arcade to play ... as usual see them play .. third time cried was when photo taking .. everyone was talking ... when jason come he go talk to all and i walk out of the crowd and cry alone ... was very touched when tzy find me first to take photo .. thanks bro ... slack wit everyone at 6.5 floor lol .. i dunno la can rest de ... andrew and jason was acting idiot lol ... play wat drama ... then HUI YING GO JOIN THEM ! lol ... tzy was talking to kelly la ... saeing alot things ... when time was up tzy sae eh everyone i gotta go le ... hmm ... i stood up and then jiu hug tzy le ... tears was damm hard to control ... but infront of him i dint cry ... he dint too .. kelly tears rolled down her cheek ... damm touching la ... alan talk to me but i dint realli reply ... he dint seems sad i felt weird ... forget it .. jason noticed i was sad le ... hard to control .... haix ... at 1st floor sae bb to tzy ... his tears was wtf like dropping le ... so was i ... i wave bb and then walk behind them le ... starting my last cry ... controlled after bb to the rest and walk hme wit jason and yi xin ... thennnn the real cry begins ... haix ... is realli damm fark de cry ... oni tried it before at sec 1 , fail english prelim oni ... is the type when u cry cant even speak a word ... even now still hab this feeling ... i think yi xin very shock la ... jason knew i going to burst out le ... thanks for the tissue lol ... and accompany me ... haix ... damm sad la ... i going miss tzy forever wun forget u and ur memory u gave ... tzy u are one my bestest best fren ...

TZY BETTER JIA YOU !!!